New Directionz

Feel like this blog should be less sincere, and should have words like 'totez' in it more. Not saying that using words like 'totez' negates sincerity. Just feel like (lyk?) I will be less embarrassed by this blog if it has more pictures of funny animals, and fewer sentimental/self-pitying filler. New ratio: 1 Personal detail: 1 Hilarious Picture.

I have been feeling dizzy a lot:

My nose bled for the first time. Paranoid about illness again:

Metallic flakes in my mouth / I am a balloon

The urge I sometimes get to be other people is pretty strong right now. Sometimes I really wish I was into team sports and I spent five days a week training with my team in the dark, wearing funny shorts and breathing steam everywhere. A lot of times I wish I was rich and stayed in hotels with room service and went to weird continental breakfasts in the hotel dining room with coffee refills and cups already on the table. The other night I watched Room in Rome, then I wished I was a thin Russian or Spanish woman, and I wished again that I had a continental breakfast. I went to Mosgiel and I wished that I had a grandparent/was a grandparent who lived in a subdivision and had little ornaments and a garage that was attached to the house.

Climbing Up the Walls

is my *fave* song right now and I listen to it a million times and the best time I listened to it was on Monday night at 4am with Laura (from acclaimed indie band O'Lovely). I lay in bed every night til you could hear birds and now I have fevers and I am melting into dust because the electric blanket is always on too long. Pretty sure I only blog when I am sick, blame it on the delirium. I fell asleep on The Picture of Dorian Gray and Other Writings and crinkled the pages*